Through tragedy you live and learn, find out the hard way family is not only blood it's also earned and their lives are the only thing of your concern and you would do anything to make sure their fire burns even if it means your next play is your final turn.
Hope they remember you, Thanos should have directed that at you, stuck around when you didn't really have to, A strong avenger with no special abilities to fall back to, wore your heart on your sleeve never taken the knee even when the sacrifice was a 'have to' Black widows are always alone and now we know how that feels without you...